best year of our lives

life had started to play it's game
yet our friendship could'nt be still renamed
this is the best year of our lives
even no one can seem to stay alive.

the pain that overwhelms us
could be seen without an ask
but by just letting them know our presence
we unknowingly give each lives an essence.

we feel everyone's agony
making it as one as we continue our journey
everyone's always there to care
making anyone to feel alone? no one ever dare.

all the desolateness in our hearts
were easily flushed away with just one mark
having someone like them is rare
and losing them would be nightmare.

and so here we are,
when everything seems to be at war
and anyone might be just holding a knife
we call it the best year of our lives.

I was seriously in tears while I was composing this for my babes, the lll-Cheerfulness. We're in a midst of melancholy and during those times, we nearly drown ourselves with our own tears. "Goodbye" said hello to us not just once but as many as what anyone could ever imagine. It tears me up inside to see them go and until now, I can still feel the exact pain every time I miss them and Im quite sure that everybody's feeling the same way too. 2009 had been so tough for us. The sudden leave of my classmates, the shocking and sorrowful illness of Charmaine, mixed by constant deadlines and of heavy workloads. I almost got myself crazy and.. and.. it's already 1:14 in the morning and I feel so drowsy and everything. lol. I beg for your kindest consideration for my wrong grammar(s). lmao. So yea, I better shut myself off to bed now before I become more drowsy and flood my blog with lots of incorrect, idiotic sentences. lol.

some of my inexperienced edited picture. xD

o1.o6.1o ♥

waaaa. gosh. this day is so super duper uber berii unforgettable! :)) kahit mukang tae lang yun on the spot project ko para sa AP, kahit pinagtawanan ako nung mga bata dahil sa role ko dun sa film-showing namin, atleast ano.. waaa.. anooo… *di makapagsalita sa sobrang kilig* anoooo.. ganito kasi yan.. ampp.. anooo.. wahahah.. una, habang inaayos ko yun project namin sa labas ng classroom na pinagshowshowan, lumapit sakin ang aking 19 months old na crush with his soon to be forgotten gf (joke!) :)) ayun, lumapit.. bibili daw ng ticket para samin.. the end. nyahahha. wala lang. kinilig na ko dun ee. bakit ba!?! bwahhaha. :)) next naman, lumapit sakin si ate ano.. may nagpachainbooth daw sakin. eh si ako, masyadong pakipot di ako umalis sa likod nun friend ko ee andun pala siya.. hinila niya yun.. waaaaaaa. yun ano… waaaa.. omgg!! yun kamay ko!! gosssh! bwahahha. tas anoooo… eh basta ang daming beses ko siyang nakita ngayon. :)) well yea, masaya na ko dun. :)) ayun, he’s so so so so so gwapo to the maximum level to the super bonggang power. he’s so hot and all and everything :)) waaa. ang adik ko. nyahahha. la lang. just felt like sharing. :)) ayun, yea. so i therefore conclude, (lmao!) that January 06 2009 = LOVE. :> :))

theme song of the day: tuliro by spongecola :))

"anong nadarama sa tuwing nakikita kang dumadating, tuliro! di malaman ang gagawin"

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i posted this in tumblr. wahaha. lagi ko kasing naiisip eh. kaya ayun. :))))))))))) =)))))))
gasssh. magsuisuicide talaga ko pag nabasa niya to o kahit sinong kaclose niya. JK. :)) i'll try to make bawas bawas of the kanonsens-an that 'em posting dito next time. lmao. :))))))