best year of our lives

life had started to play it's game
yet our friendship could'nt be still renamed
this is the best year of our lives
even no one can seem to stay alive.

the pain that overwhelms us
could be seen without an ask
but by just letting them know our presence
we unknowingly give each lives an essence.

we feel everyone's agony
making it as one as we continue our journey
everyone's always there to care
making anyone to feel alone? no one ever dare.

all the desolateness in our hearts
were easily flushed away with just one mark
having someone like them is rare
and losing them would be nightmare.

and so here we are,
when everything seems to be at war
and anyone might be just holding a knife
we call it the best year of our lives.

I was seriously in tears while I was composing this for my babes, the lll-Cheerfulness. We're in a midst of melancholy and during those times, we nearly drown ourselves with our own tears. "Goodbye" said hello to us not just once but as many as what anyone could ever imagine. It tears me up inside to see them go and until now, I can still feel the exact pain every time I miss them and Im quite sure that everybody's feeling the same way too. 2009 had been so tough for us. The sudden leave of my classmates, the shocking and sorrowful illness of Charmaine, mixed by constant deadlines and of heavy workloads. I almost got myself crazy and.. and.. it's already 1:14 in the morning and I feel so drowsy and everything. lol. I beg for your kindest consideration for my wrong grammar(s). lmao. So yea, I better shut myself off to bed now before I become more drowsy and flood my blog with lots of incorrect, idiotic sentences. lol.